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May 6, 2013

Tears I cry.

A tear I have not shed.
They have not been know to me for quite a while.
Lately though I find it, oh so hard to smile.
Just too much to take.
I completely shut down.
No more smiles just a solid frown.
I keep a straight face or a partial smirk when people are around.
A tear I shed on this day.
I no longer can I keep my tears at bay.
I cry out all alone.
I wait until no one else is home.
The tears keep coming.
Please make them stop.
They start with one.
Then there's two.
The pour down my cheeks.
Down my nose.
They land on my hands, which rest gently in my lap.
I sit there quietly crying to myself.
Thinking about everything.
Now that they have started there seems no stopping them.
Everything that I've saved.
Everythig that I've tried to push away out of reach out of mind.
All that I haves to forget.
I just let loose and let it out.
All because of a tear I shed.
-Katnip.


I just want to be ok, be ok, be ok
I just want to be ok today
I just want to be ok, be ok, be ok
I just want to be ok today

I just want to feel today, feel today, feel today
I just want to feel something today
I just want to feel today, feel today, feel today
I just want to feel something today

Open me up and you will see
I'm a gallery of broken hearts
I'm beyond repair, let me be
And give me back my broken parts

I just want to know today, know today, know today
I just want to know something today
I just want to know today, know today, know today
Know that maybe I will be ok

Open me up and you will see
I'm a gallery of broken hearts
I'm beyond repair, let me be
And give me back my broken parts

Just give me back my pieces
Just give them back to me please
Just give me back my pieces
And let me hold my broken parts

I just want to be ok, be ok, be ok
I just want to be ok today
I just want to be ok, be ok, be ok
I just want to be ok today

I just want to feel today, feel today, feel today
I just want to feel something today
I just want to know today, know today, know today
Know that maybe I will be ok
Know that maybe I will be ok
Know that maybe I will be ok